To Xiaoyue------Praying for the Next Turn of Life
Apt.404 ,Building 22 of Yi Yuan,
Over two months have passed since I said goodbye to you in
If we have another turn of life, I certainly would like to be one of your classmates from kindergarten to postgraduate studies. However, let’s promise each other that we would be only generally good students rather than the top ones. In that way, we would throw away any false masks so that we would make us as real ourselves rather than others.
In addition, I would strongly ask for my student number to be in front of yours but following yours. In that way, I still leave all the first places to you except for going to the end. Thousands of times I have imagined and experienced the feeling when you sent me off. But I never considered that I would see you off first. Moreover, I would definitely recommend that you be renamed as Chen Dayue and instruct you to take care of yourself before you take care of others. Never forget to please yourself, mostly by acquiring the consciousness and the wisdom of the internal heart..
If I have a next turn of life, I would like to be one of your best friends. I want you and me to retreat early from the materialized world. Let’s pay more attention to our internal spiritual world, consider the meaning of life seriously, and get back to our real nature. I would love to discuss with you more about how to keep ourselves in very good condition and how to enjoy a high quality of life. I would persuade you to change your food preference from meat and dessert to vegetables and fruits. And, I also want you to prefer singing, dancing and drinking tea to climbing, playing basketball, and drinking alcohol. In one word, I would suggest that you renew your concept of life. Focus on loving and enjoying your life and not on your career alone.
If I were a lady again in my next turn, I would still want to be the female soul friend of yours. In that case, I would make myself an endless book. That is, a really nice book made from affection and kindness. There would be many beautiful words and soft feelings shining from and flowing through the book. Whenever and wherever you meet any troubles, I would come to you right away to comfort you, support you and give you any assistance that I can. As always, I expect nothing from you except for your smiles and happiness. Please remember our mutual promise that we would accompany each other until we are over 90 years old. I’m confident that we would definitely make our dream come true even if we were in two separate spaces. Believe me that I would give much concern to your daughter Mengmeng, your young sister Xiaolin and brother Xiaozhuo, and to Lizhe as well. I would cherish the friendship between us and never disappoint you as long as I live in this world.
Although you have left us physically, your heart and soul are alive forever in our hearts. Like your family, all of your students, classmates and friends keep missing you, respecting you and loving you, always. We are so looking forward to meeting you again in our next turns. Please Xiaoyue wait for me and wait for us there.
Warmest regards and hugs to you and the two little dogs